Thagrosh, Prophet of Everblight vs Sturm & Drang

This game features:

Thagrosh, Prophet of Everblight – WB: +5 (Me)
–    Blightbringer – PC: 18
–    Ravagore – PC: 10
–    Shredder – PC: 2

Warmonger War Chief – PC: 0
The Forsaken – PC: 2

Blighted Ogrun Warspears – Leader & 4 Grunts: 8
–    Warspear Chieftan – PC: 2
Blighted Ogrun Warspears – Leader & 4 Grunts: 8
–    Warspear Chieftan – PC: 2
Spawning Vessel – Vessel & 6 Grunts: 3

THEME: Army of Annihilation – Tier 3


Sturm & Drang – WB: +5 (Greg R.)
–    War Hog – PC: 8
–    Road Hog – PC: 9

Meat Thresher – PC: 9

Efaarit Scouts – PC: 3
Maximus – PC: 2
Swamp Gobber Chef – PC: 1
Viktor Pendrake – PC: 2
Raluk Moorclaw, the Ironmonger – PC: 2
–    Buccaneer – PC: 3 (it looks like a Boneswarm…)

Farrow Brigands – Leader & 9 Grunts: 8
Lynus Wesselbaum & Edrea Lloryrr – Lynus & Edrea: 3
Farrow Bone Grinders – Leader & 3 Grunts: 2
Farrow Razorback Crew – Leader & Grunt: 3

My opponent’s alternate list was a Carver list, and my alternative list was a Saeryn list. I didn’t like the guns in either list against Saeryn, so I went with Thagrosh. I think he went with Sturm & Drang to dark horse me to death.

After deployment, we look like this. I prey the Meat Thresher with the Purple Warspears and the Road Hog with the Orange Warspears.IMG_20160409_203832

I’m going first, so I run things forward, put Draconic Blessing on the Purple Warspears and Fog of War up.

My opponent advances, puts Deflection up and puts Vision on the Meat Thresher. He doesn’t dig his Brigands in. Which, he immediately starts swearing about. You’ll also note that he swapped the sides of the table of the Road Hog and the Meat Thresher. This makes Warspears sad.IMG_20160409_210038

I upkeep Draconic Blessing and Fog of War. I assault the orange Warspears to remove most of the Bone Grinders. I advance the Blightbringer, drop an AOE to remove several Brigands. I do the same with the Ravagore. I just advance the purple Warspears, I definitely made some errors on the placements on these guys. Tenacity gets put on Thagrosh, th

e BB and Ravagore.IMG_20160409_211754

My opponent upkeeps Vision on the Meat Thresher. Maximus takes care of one of my orange Warspears. He tries to Arcane Bolt another with the Bone grinder, but does no damage. Meat Thresher rolled 4 shots, but was unable to do enough damage/hit the warspear behind the flag so he gets less work done there than he hoped. Road Hog sprays down on the Purple Warspears, doing some damage and lighting them on fire. Deflection is up, he has one transfer.IMG_20160409_214706

I had started thinking about my options. I leave Draconic Blessing up but let Fog of War drop. I wanted to eliminate the Meat Thresher and was going to throw my Ravagore and Blightbringer shots into it, but my opponent reminded me that he has Vision on it. I felt without the two shots from range that my warspears weren’t going to get enough done on it. Change gears. I saw that I had two clear shots from my beasts on his caster. I decided to throw them out.

The BB (using Dragon’s Breath) goes first and does a fair amount of damage (10 or so), which he transfers to the Warhog (Road Hog was full of fury). Ravagore goes next – uses it’s animus, and hits. Now he’s on fire, no transfers. I spike damage better than last one – dealing 13 or so damage. Purple Warspears go in on the Road Hog, taking out his Mind and Body. I should have assaulted with the full unit rather than leaving the two leftmost to take shots on the Artillery. The orange Warspears tried to clear out the flag, but failed to kill Maximus (and I didn’t put anyone B2B with flag, so, I failed twice).

My final move was to throw an Obliteration on the brigands in the forest. I hit (and he toughs) the one in the center of the forest, and fail to kill the other with blast. I’m camping one, have Tenacity and am in the BB aura – so Def 15, Arm 19 for Thag, I’m feeling pretty safe.

Fire fails to go out on his caster. I roll a few points of damage, leaving him on 4 left. He cuts for one after pulling fury back. He then reads his feat and then I read it and then I cry a little. He starts things out by throwing a few shots at Thagrosh with the Brigands, doing a 3-4 points of damage over the remaining models. He advances with the Buccaneer, using Jack Marshall ability of Moorclaw, he boosts to hit Thagrosh with the net. Hits. Now I’m laying down. Not good.

He then activates his warlock. Moves him up, and feats. My beasts are reduced to FURY stat 1. They’re now all full on fury. This not good. TK’s the Road Hog away from my Warspears and then starts throwing his other guns at me.

He makes a few errors along the way. The purple Warspear with the blue pelt caused all sorts of problems with getting lines of sight to Thagrosh with some of his guns – be it because of engagement or just preventing advancing to get 3″ out of the forest to see Thagrosh. His Scout activated at the wrong time and he forgot that Pendrake has the knockdown gun as well. Had he done a few of those activations differently, he would have had a few more attacks to throw my way.

Thagrosh ends up on fire and a significant amount of damage (6-8 points left on him) dealt. My saving grace: his dice literally hated my opponent. He rolled 3-4 snake eyes along the way and many of his damage rolls ended up less than he needed to deal damage to Thagrosh. I somehow survive the turn. I roll fire at the start of my turn. It stays lit – but does a few points of damage – leaving me on 2-3 boxes.

My opponent had aggressively gone for the assassination – so he was on no transfers. He was unable to prevent LOS being drawn to his caster, so I rained BB death upon him and the game was over.

In hindsight, I really think going for the two shots on his caster wasn’t the best plan. I think I should have thrown one shot at him, lit him on fire and taken the other on another target and work on the attrition. Moving Thagrosh out in the open was a terrible idea. I didn’t get any benefit from that action. He should have stuck behind the objective where he was and just wait things out. I also should have considered using the concealment aura on the BB or keeping Fog of War up. I think keeping FoW up and using the Armor aura would have been the best plans.

I had no business winning this game based on my actions. But – the dice said no, you still get to win you stupid man.

Painting Vayl, Disciple of Everblight – Part 2

This is a continuation from Part 1 of this series, which may or may not end up being a regular thing, I don’t know. It might be though, given that I have a bit of a theme for some painting that I think is fun. We shall see.

Last time, we left off with Vayl looking like this.


Still has work to be done, but she’s looking pretty good.

The next step is to apply a wash to the cloak. I used Druchii Violet for this stage.


Next up was to begin painting the plates Bronze. I used Dwarf Bronze for this task, and carefully began painting the details.


I wasn’t sure how high I wanted the bronze to go, so I stopped at the waist and just let the thoughts bubble around in my head.

Next, I wanted to highlight the high points of the trim of the cloak. For this, I took Genestealer Purple and using a drybrush technique, I went over the high points lightly.


You can see how the technique is a simple, yet effective way to make some of those details pop out. I decided that I did want the bronze to go all the way up the dress, so I finished off those details. I also wanted the bronze on the shoulder pads, so I did that as well.

On the lower part of the dress, I wanted to apply a wash to help define some of the highs and lows better. I don’t have a photo of it exactly, but I applied a wash of Argax Earthshade, then a wash of Nihilakh Oxide.


After doing a few touchups of various things, it was time to do her Oraculus. I chose P3 Sanguine Highlight for this.


I applied a highlight of Wild Rider Red to the edges of the Oraculus.

And with that…I’m happy to call Vayl complete (after looking at these photos there’s a couple touch ups I want to do, but it’s minor work).
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Now for the ‘surprise’. Here’s the reference image I was using to help guide me on my way to painting…


By no means is my color matching perfect…but, my daughter looked at the paint job and asked if it was Elsa, so good enough for me!

Fundraiser Update!

I haven’t promoted  this endeavour much since the launch here on my own blog, so today, I’m going to talk a bit about how things are going for my Warmachine for Mental Health fundraiser.

As of today, I’m at $445 total of my goal of $500, which is really fantastic. I’m really happy with  how well the campaign has gone on that front. I’ve also had some great support from the community, including donations of models to the cause, custom bases, assistance with painting and all sorts of other help, which has been amazing.

With all of that said, I’m not at my goal yet, so it would be really great to hit the $500. So if you have been thinking about donating and haven’t yet, please do so. Also, share this project far and wide, please!

Related to the actual assembly and painting of the army, there has been a little progress there. I’ve been working on a test model and conferring with those who are helping me out to get ideas and finalize the color scheme. With any luck, I’ll have that finalized by month-end.

So once again, thanks for everyone’s support so far on the project. I’ll be keeping the fundraiser open for about another month, in a hope to push things up and over my goal.

Painting Vayl, Disciple of Everblight – Part 1

Not sure how regular this sort of post might be, but I thought it might be cool to document my step-by-step on how progress was made on a particular model, or just to give some of my readers who aren’t in this particular hobby an opportunity to see how things go from start to finish.

From a time standpoint, total elapsed for what I’m showing on this post is about 4 hours.

The model I’m going to be working through is Vayl, Disciple of Everblight. After the accident, I decided to strip the paint from this model and start again, since I had a new idea for how I wanted to paint her up. Once she was cleaned off, I applied a coat of Vallejo Grey Primer. The primer makes sure the rest of the paint has a good surface to bind to and is a very important step in miniature painting. So, I’m starting with the miniature like this.


The next step, I prepared some P3 Beaten Purple to paint the cloak. This is kind of backwards from most ‘best practices’ for painting, which usually recommends painting from the inside out. I’m not so good at following those rules. You’ll note that it looks thin in some areas and there’s some missed spots here and there. Typically you’ll have to put a few coats down to get things even and the like, which you’ll see later on.

Next, I prepared Citadel Hawk Turquoise to apply to the lower half of the dress. The color covered a little better than the purple, as you can see, but that’s mostly because I didn’t quite thin it enough, I think. Or it just covers better. Either way, I applied this to the model.



Next, I took P3 Thamar Black and applied it to the top fifth or so of the dress and up the neck of the model. I’m not too concerned about getting the exact transition clean right now.IMG_20160325_213310

I thought about the desired look and decided the ‘armor’ plating should also be turquoise. I applied the color to the areas I hadn’t painted before.IMG_20160325_214846

From the desired look, I needed to do a cyan color on the hands, to simulate gloves. I didn’t have quite the color I wanted in my arsenal, so I mixed 50-50 Citadel Ultramarine Blue and Hawk Turquoise, then applied it to the hands. I also decided I wanted to put this color on the hanging cloth (that was previously purple).

After the cyan was dry, I wasn’t happy with the color. I took the pure Ultramarines Blue and applied a highlight on the edges to try and see if that would help make the color differentiate from the main body color. It wasn’t quite enough, so I took an even higher highlight with Ice Blue. Then I was starting to feel better about the result, so I left it.

Much like the plates on the inner part of the dress, I decided that the armor plates on the shoulders should be the same color as the cloak. I applied the Beaten Purple to these areas and did another coat on the rest of the cloak.. I then prepared Geanstealer Purple and applied that to the feathers on the edge and back of the dress.

I applied P3 Rhyn Flesh to her face. The top of her head, I applied Citadel Screaming Skull, to get a white-blonde color.

Next, I applied P3 Rucksack Tan to the crown where I wanted it to be gold, to build up a color slightly. I also applied the screaming skull inside the rear part of the crown, to make it look like a weird medieval hair net thing. I swear I saw that sort of thing somewhere before. IMG_20160325_223939

I applied P3 Solid Gold to the crown area. I then applied a Citadel Reiskland Fleshshade to the entire head.

I apply Citadel Skull White to the eyes. I paint over the most of the face again with the Ryn Flesh, leaving some areas of shadow formed by the wash. I apply P3 Murderous Magenta to the lips. I want to give the appearance of a lavender eyeshadow, so I apply a thin line of Citadel Slaanesh Grey.

I apply a wash of Asurman Blue to the lower dress.IMG_20160325_235431

I use my micron pen to dot pupils. I cheat.

I re-apply the Hawk Turquoise to the raised folds of the dress. I give a small highlight of Citadel Lothern Blue on highest edges.IMG_20160326_001156

And that is basically all there is to what I’ve done so far.

Here’s a photo of her in my lightbox.IMG_20160326_001803

I hope this was enlightening about the process I go through when painting a mini.

Look for part two once I finish up the model!!

Captian Kara Solan vs Saeryn and Rhyas, Talons of Everblight

This game features:

Captain Kara Sloan – WJ: +6 (Brian Sinn)
–    Squire
–    Hunter – PC: 6
–    Hunter – PC: 6
–    Hunter – PC: 6
–    Hunter – PC: 6

Anastasia di Bray – PC: 2
Reinholdt, Gobber Speculator – PC: 1

Arcane Tempest Gun Mage Pistoleers – Leader & 5 Grunts: 6
–    Arcane Tempest Gun Mage Officer – Officer 2
Black 13th Gun Mage Strike Team – Lynch, Ryan & Watts: 4
Rangers – Leader & 5 Grunts: 5
Tempest Blazers – Leader & 4 Grunts: 10


Saeryn – WB: +1 (me)
–    Rhyas, Talons of Everblight
–    Zuriel – PC: 10
–    Seraph – PC: 8
–    Scythean – PC: 9
–    Naga Nightlurker – PC: 5

Blighted Nyss Hex Hunters – Leader & 9 Grunts: 8
Croak Raiders – Leader & 9 Grunts: 8
Spawning Vessel – Vessel & 6 Grunts: 3

My opponent’s alternate list was Haley3 with two Stormwalls, my alternate list was Thagrosh1 with a Blightbringer. I’m an idiot and I wanted to play a game with the Twins, so I picked them. I probably shouldn’t have. But, you gotta play bad matches sometimes, right?

The game started with the board like this.

Nothing too special about deployment. Anastasia was going to ambush. I was avoiding getting myself jammed up on the obstruction in the left side, and tried to deploy a little to the right.IMG_20160324_225605

His turn one was pretty typical. Runs/advances. He also put return fire on all of his Hunters.

Starting my turn, I thought about what I wanted to do. I wanted to see if I could get some damage out on stuff in the front line.IMG_20160324_230525

Yea, that plan was dumb. I should have just ran forward to engage. Sure, he would have walked away (Parry on the hunters) but yea. It’s alright. I put Banishing Ward on the Twins, Occultation on the Croaks and just moved up.IMG_20160324_232033

So, Sloan’s feat happened. I done screwed up. I should have put Occultation on the Scythean (or Seraph). Well shit.

Alright, what am I gonna do? I’m down over 30 points on attrition. Let’s try to engineer an assassination here. Sloan is basically base to base with the objective, and isn’t camping anything.IMG_20160324_233351

First, my last croak advances. I target the objective with an oil gourd (it’s out of range), deviates to basically on top of the big obstruction. Oh well – oiling Sloan would have been great. Zuriel advanced. I targeted the Objective, and my spray hit Sloan (boost hit and damage). She’s on fire, takes some damage. Good. Second spray: misses Sloan. Damnit. It’s ok. She’s on fire, and has 10 boxes left. What else can I do here? Hrm. I advance the pot. Spawn a Stinger, advance and spray down the objective. The spray is long enough to get Sloan. Miss. Rat 4, not surprising, but was worth a shot.

Saeryn and Rhyas activate. I decline to advance them (maybe should have, but let’s talk about that later). Saeryn arcs a Blood Rain through Zuriel onto the objective. Boost the POW 6 blast on Sloan, do nothing. But, she’s corroded.  Do some (inconsequential) attacks with my last Hex Hunter and remove a Blazer.

His turn, corrosion stops on Sloan, but fire doesn’t. I do a few points of fire damage, but no nice dice spike for me. He removes everything but the Stinger and my warcasters from the table. Controls two flags for 2 points. He moved Sloan way back and again, on zero camp.

Alright, what am I going to do? How can I make something happen here? He made a line of base to base models behind his objective that makes getting LOS to Sloan hard.

But, the twins have some tricks.

Here’s the plan. First, I need to eliminate the model with an X through it that is blocking LOS. I will try to spray it with the Stinger. If that doesn’t work, well…we can see what happens. I’ll charge Rhyas forward behind the ranger and try to take out the Hunter that is furthest away. Saeryn needs a legal target, so she charges the Blazer. Assuming the Hunter dies, I can feat, then try to spell assassinate.Plan

My spray didn’t reach the target model, but the Squire was hit by the spray and I was able to remove it from the board. I looked at the angles and I thought everything would be ok. I went for it. I made my Charges. Rhyas removed all the models she needed to. There was a line, so I feated. Swapped the places of the twins. I measured my control and found that I was a about 9.5 inches away from Sloan. I cast Razor Wind, boosted to hit, boosted damage. Didn’t kill. Did it again. Missed. Tried one more – missed. But, Sloan only had 2 boxes left, and she was still on fire.IMG_20160324_235653

I end my turn, he scores two(? – after the fact we discussed if the Twins contest since they are a unit, but it doesn’t matter for the outcome here). Fire roll – it goes out.

Game over, he wins.

Was the matchup bad? Well, his feat turn did get a lot of work done and he did have some pretty good dice. I put Occultation on the wrong model. So I’m not sure if I’d say this matchup is bad, but with this particular scenario, it probably moves into bad territory. He can just sit back and shoot me as I approach to try and get scenario points, while his models flank to put pressure on my flags. Had I played Thagrosh, I probably would have a better matchup.

But, I wanted to give the Twins a try (my first go with them) and as I said in the opening, you gotta play weird matchups sometimes. I think after his feat, I did everything right. I put as much assassination pressure on him as I felt I could. In hindsight, maybe I should have put Occultation on the Twins and advanced them some after his feat.

Overall, I’m happy with how I played the game. I gave myself an opportunity to win the game. A a different roll here or there would have put me in a win.

What do you think of the matchup? What would you have done differently?

Edit: Brian posted his own battle report on this game on his YouTube channel: Sloan vs Twins

Vayl, Disciple of Everblight vs Thagrosh, Prophet of Everblight

This week I had the opportunity to go out to play a couple games of Warmachine. In an effort to analyze my play a little more in-depth, I’m going to try to write battle reports for my games moving forward.

This game features:

Vayl, Disciple of Everblight – WB: +6 (Ryan L)
–    Ravagore – PC: 10
–    Scythean – PC: 9
–    Seraph – PC: 8
–    Typhon – PC: 12
–    Shredder – PC: 2

Blighted Nyss Shepherd – PC: 1
Spell Martyrs – PC: 1
Spell Martyrs – PC: 1
The Forsaken – PC: 2

Strider Rangers – Leader & 5 Grunts: 6
–    Strider Rangers Officer & Musician – Blighted Nyss Strider Officer & Musician 3
Swamp Gobbers Bellows Crew – Leader & 1 Grunt: 1


Thagrosh, Prophet of Everblight – WB: +5
–    Blightbringer – PC: 18
–    Ravagore – PC: 10
–    Shredder – PC: 2

Warmonger War Chief – PC: 0
The Forsaken – PC: 2

Blighted Ogrun Warspears – Leader & 4 Grunts: 8
–    Warspear Chieftan – PC: 2
Blighted Ogrun Warspears – Leader & 4 Grunts: 8
–    Warspear Chieftan – PC: 2
Spawning Vessel – Vessel & 6 Grunts: 3

THEME: Army of Annihilation – Tier 3

My opponent’s alternate list was Vayl2 and my alternate list was Twins. I wasn’t sure which list he was going to go with, but I was most comfortable playing my Thagrosh list into the mirror match, so I really didn’t have any thoughts about playing the Twins into the matchup.

At the start of Turn 1, here is how the board looked.

Top of One

He deployed his beasts centrally, and I deployed my force to threaten the right zone. For the unit of Warspears on the left, I selected Typhon as their prey, the unit on the right put prey on the Scythean. He won the die roll to go first, so he advanced.


He didn’t do anything too unexpected here. He ran the Striders forward, then Vayl movement shenanigans with his beasts. When planning my turn, thought a few things. One, I should have put prey on the Striders. Since I didn’t, I needed to make their life difficult. The unit attachment and musician were the center two models, so I made a plan to get rid of them to force my opponent to have a bunch of the unit out of formation.

Here’s what the table looked like after my turn. I had forgotten about stealth on the Striders, so I had tried to advance the warspears and have them throw some spears. My opponent also had forgotten Stealth, so I had a couple shots in range, but nothing hit, so no net harm. I used my Ravagore to take out the UA for the Striders, then I used the Blightbringer take a shot at the Scythean to soften it up (I rolled around 10 damage), and the blast damage took the Musician out. The Striders on the left were not out of formation, so my goal for the turn was achieved. For my breath effect on the Blightbringer, I selected Spiritual Corruption. I thought this might stop Vayl from hiding out in the trench. Not sure if that was really the right call or not, but the other effects wouldn’t have helped out much here anyway. I ran my Warmonger Solo to engage one of the Rangers and force a terror check. They passed. Damn.


So on his turn, he got a bit of work done that I didn’t expect. The Striders took out one of my Warspears on the right. Not a huge deal, just unexpected. The Striders that were out of formation just ran to engage my other unit and the Warmonger. I derped and forgot to make my opponent take a Terror test before the attack I mentioned above was resolved, but when he did after the attack, they failed – and were fleeing. This ended up being a pretty good thing for me.

As someone that has played a fair bit of Vayl1, you’d think I would have remembered Rampager. NOPE. He tagged my Ravagore with the spell martyr, and advanced him up, and wagged his butt at the rest of his army (the empty ring is where I ended up). Well crap. However, he didn’t put up the Scythean’s animus up, so I have a potential feat target now.

Alright, what am I going to do on my turn? His Scythean is hanging out there. I should deal with it. Since the Striders are fleeing, can move my warspears to take some shots at it, I think. Warmonger can help. It took a big hit from the Blightbringer before, so, Let’s see what we can do.

Alright, my warspears couldn’t move as far as I thought, so I couldn’t get around the forest to get a shot on the Scythean. Warmonger did some work, but he was still alive. I needed him dead. I sent in the Blightbringer. Killed some other stuff and spawned a harrier to deal with a Strider, and just setup to hopefully get some work done on Typhon next turn with the left Warspears.

I also made the choice to feat this turn. I’m not sure if it was necessary. I was just nervous about forgetting it I think. In hindsight, I should have waited, I think.

Vayl’s turn to feat. He advanced his guns to range to soften up my Blightbringer (aside: he rolled 4 shots for the Seraph’s strafe ALL GAME) and clear a line for Typhon to charge in. It’s hard to see in the photo, but the Warmonger solo is just blocking the charge lane. He easily removed the solo and he sent Typhon in to finish off the Blightbringer. I had hoped he would have gone after the Warspears, but obviously, I made a tactical error here and this is why I second guessed my feat. I was worried for a bit, but after his feat moves, he left Typhon in range of the Warspears. I was going to be ok. I’m not sure if moving Typhon towards the right zone would have been better, but it seems like maybe it would have been.

My plan this turn – remove Typhon and his objective.

So – I did make an error here. I assumed that controlling the left zone was worth a point, so I made sure to get all of the pot unit into the zone. Totally can’t score by controlling. Should have started to move the pot towards the right. Oh well.

Warspears on the right took out the objective and cleaned up the last of the fleeing Striders. Warspears on the left took out the Spell Martyr and Typhon with attacks to spare. My Ravagore tagged his Ravagore, doing a significant amount of damage to column 5, which meant his Spirit was taken out. I was feeling pretty good about my Feat with that.

I think he was feeling some pressure here. He advanced his Forsaken and blight bombed. It did a good amount of damage to the Harrier (no aspects out though) but only did trivial damage to my Warspears. I think he might have been better served charging and buying/boosting on the Warspears. He charged his Ravagore in on mine, and didn’t get much work done (missing 6s like a boss), but it had me a little concerned.

In writing this post, I realize I forgot Death Shroud. Next time…I hope.

Plan for my turn: get rid of his remaining beasts, Dominate the right zone. I needed to deal with that Forsaken to free up the warspears. Harrier can do that. I moved the Harrier, used it’s animus and took the Forsaken out easily. Warspears assaulted the Seraph, removing it. My Ravagore was able to take his out (thankfully, I could roll 6s). Shredder took out the Shepard. I advanced the Forsaken to see if I had range on a Blightbomb. I didn’t think I had it, so I chose to wait. I dominated, taking a 3-0 lead, leaving him with only Vayl left on the table.

I forgot to take a photo of the end of my turn. His turn, he knew things were basically over, but he did throw a last-ditch effort out. Since Thagrosh was fully camping, he threw Malice at me twice, boosting damage, then a final time, not boosting damage. His damage rolls weren’t enough to put any warbeasts down, but it was a good idea, given the situation. He ended his turn, I dominated on his turn, ending the game 5-0.
I really enjoyed this game. It was my first one with Thagrosh1 and he’s got some interesting things going on. Warspears are just gross with him and prey, add the Blightbringer to that and they just get disgusting.

My opponent did make an error in not RFPing my Ravagore, just as a matter of denial of that option to me. I’m still not sure if I made the right call on Feating when I did, but I think given the gamestate and the like, it didn’t really matter in the end for this matchup.

Overall, I felt that I made mostly good choices through the game. The forcing the Strider unit to be out of command early was good, and I had the plan to force terror/abomb checks on them while they were only CMD8, which took them out of the game and made them entirely ineffective. With that said, they could have been a problem if they didn’t fail the check. So, in the future, I will be sure to consider putting prey on a unit like them in the future to prevent getting jammed up.

Thanks for reading. If you have any comments about the game, the matchup, please leave a comment!

Charity and Warmachine

Yesterday, I wrote a post about how life threw me a bit of a curveball that really challenged my mental state, and alluded to a new project that I am working on organizing.

The project isn’t ready to be unveiled yet, but I did need to recognize another member of the Warmachine community, known as Paul E Wog on Facebook.

Paul heard about the accident with my army and he reached out to Roy at Thunderground and organized to leave me a gift to assist in repairing the damage.

Paul’s generosity was the catalyst that lead me to want to do something greater for the community.

Disaster turns positive

A few weeks back, I was all set to attend a local Warmachine Tournament (better known as a Steamroller at Thunderground, to the Warmachine community). I was very excited to get the opportunity to play several games in a day, against opponents I don’t regularly see. I was also very excited because I had a pair of lists that I was reasonably comfortable with how they *SHOULD* operate and how they fit into my personal style of playing.

Round one was a rough match. It was the first time I had played against Bradigus the Stonecarver, which is a pretty rough game all around to begin with…add on top of that, it was being piloted by Josh Richter, one of Canada’s representatives to the World Team Championships for Warmachine, I was frankly, nervous and intimidated. I made some huge mistakes during the game and in the end, I did learn some valuable lessons and Josh was great at telling me what I COULD have done to help my situation. I lost the game by running out of time on my deathclock (though, I only had my warlock left on the table and he had pretty much everything left).

Not a big deal, I lost a game I wasn’t favored in against a world class player. Round 2 was coming up and I’d have the opportunity to redeem myself.

Except the day took a turn for the worst.

While moving my stuff to the table that I’d be playing round 2 in…my army tray fell out of my hand. Or was misbalanced on the table and fell. I don’t really know what happened other than I watched all of my painted models fall from a height of 3 feet or so and crash onto the hard floor of the store.





These are roughly the emotions I felt in the span of 2 seconds.

I hit the floor and began to gather my broken army. Not really looking too closely at the damage, for, I didn’t REALLY want to know. But my day was DONE. Thankfully, there was an odd number of players at the event, so the player with the bye was able to step into my pairing and the event continued with a (relatively) short disruption. (At this point, I’d be completely rude to not mention Roy’s compassion and desire to help out during my cleanup – he definitely did his best to try and salvage my day!)

Now, after all of this preamble, I’m finally getting to the point, which, may not be clear to anyone but me at this stage, but…well, here it goes.

Painting my Warmachine models has become part of my self-care for helping me to decompress and manage my depression. It’s something that I talk about frequently with my therapist and she agrees that it’s been a very positive thing that I’ve focused energy into.

So. I’m looking at my army, which I’ve painted, an almost…physical representation of my mental health…in shambles on the floor. What do I do? Well, I already said I cleaned up, because I was in the way. I had to get stuff out of the way. Then, I told Roy that my day was done. There was no way, even if I could reassemble everything, that I’d have fun playing the rest of the day. So, without so much as an effort to safely pack my stuff away, I just piled it onto my tray and shoved it in my car.

Then I told myself not to cry. At least…not yet.

Then I did what any normal person would do (ok, no it isn’t). I posted a photo of the carnage to the Legion of Everblight facebook page and to twitter.


It made me feel better. A bit.

I finished up a few things at the store, namely the important acts of thanking Roy for hosting and making a purchase at the store (because I can’t attend a tournament at a store without making a purchase), and telling some friends good luck.

Then I sat in my car for a while and cried over my dolls, and made some self-deprecating posts on social media. I then went about the rest of my day and found some other activities to partake in and leave the incident behind me. I also thank all the folk that took the time to message me after the fact to check up on me, those messages were really appreciated!

Now, a week and a half later, while writing this, I can see how while, yes, the destruction of my army was a rather significant event and could have easily been a trigger for some incredibly negative thought processes – I was able to use some of the other tools in my mental health toolkit to prevent that from being the case. I’m proud to say that.

Thinking about all of this has me wanting to embark on a new project. I have a bit of legwork to do before I can give all the details, but the end goal is to organize a charity fundraiser to take place during the Blood and Gears Masters event in October, supporting an Edmonton Mental Health organization.

I hope to share more details of this as I am able to sort out details.

Your choices aren’t mental illness

ATTENTION GAMERS: We all love to collect things related to different games or whatnot because it’s something we like to do.

Maybe, if you’re a miniature builder, you like to pin your joints.

For the love of all things.


You don’t. Having OCD is pretty fucking awful. Let’s not trivialize those that actually have severe problems by calling our desires a mental illness.

Making it official

My first tagged post about depression was from February 27, 2012 – so roughly two and a half years ago. During that time, I didn’t blog about it much here, but I did post regularly on RPGGeek. That blog, entitled The Journey, was a place I carved out for myself to talk about my mental illness. It was a safe place – and as time went on, I expanded where I discussed my struggles and my beliefs to encompass my social media presence.

As I mentioned in my last post, I (want to) see myself as an advocate for those that suffer from mental illness. Part of what I’m doing to make this a reality is to volunteer with Partners for Mental Health. I became aware of Partners earlier this year during the Bell Let’s Talk campaign. I looked into the organization, and I felt it was one that I could get behind. When I became aware of the Not Myself Today campaign, I KNEW they were.

As a Community Correspondent, I will primarily continue what I’ve been doing – promoting mental health in my online communities, but I will also be promoting the campaigns put on by Partners, identify other mental health news items for both Partners and my community to be aware of, and other items of that nature.

I’m very excited to be a part of this organization. I’m looking forward to engaging with some new people to talk about mental health. For those of you that haven’t already, I encourage you to take the pledge to support mental health – sign your name to the pledge sheet at Partners for Mental Health. Take that step with me!